my old dream life is coming back.

[ladycolorado]

well one BIG improvemet on the new oral meds: my old dream life is comig back. my dreams are very vivid in color ad just plain weird though. i dreamt i went with this person i have talked with online (i have seen this person's picture, they are handicapped but never met them to see their non-existant wife with them in a hospital who was in a coma. well she was awake, well just for some reason weird, so i ran away went to a hotel in the building. the suite was huge, and i mean huge. well i asked how much to check in, the receptiionist said 58 dollars, so i checked in. had two refrigerators, food and all. big kitchen. well, then manager says twice as much , so i have to check out. but not before i meet these vegas type fellows, who invite me to ritzy place to make new friends. we stop at a house first, i meet lonnie anderson tries to set up something shady with a mafia guy. i kinda just refuse but in way where he is not insulted for me to do something criminal.. then we go to this huge place, and this guy is sitting amongst all the smokers, me included he comes up and pushes me, complains about our smoking, i say why pick on someone with lymes disease? (which is what i tell those ignorant of our disease most of the time they just say "huh, whats that?" then i show him place no smoke, say why dont you just sit HERE? that is the end of the dream. i dream weird weird stuff, i was once an old chinaman with a "que", the bald head with the long braid in the late 1800's. once i dreamt i was a black cop, (a male) in his late forties, and i saw my buddy get shot by the other racist white folks on the force, and that i was afraid i might be next in defending my buddy. see, that is what has been missing, my dream life until recently with this disease. i slept earlier yesterday, but was tired slept for only about two hours to top it off well dreaming my hinie off. the new meds oral i have been tired for some reason , one is new antibiotic, the oldest but strong dose which i have never really taken I thought allergic, but not. i sometimes have dreams which would make some people pee themselves but i just make myself wake up kinda go ugh. before i got sick for months before, i dreamt my teeth were breaking , or my daughter and i were covered in baby spiders (premonition?). but, i have a block with nightmares i used to have horrible ones as a kid. one night, i was sleeping as a kid, a rollercoaster was trying to scare me half to death, (i used to be totally terrified of heights) but at the same time i knew i was dreaming, i took control of the dream made it stop. since then no real nightmares. but boy, can be pretty weird. i am, however glad they are back. i think why many of us seem "mental" to outsiders, lack of rem sleep alone would do this. now you know how really weird i am when can finally dream again, (LC).