Who works outside the home?

[Sadsack]

Not sure if this is the best pace for this discussion, but I was wondering how many people are actually able to work outside the home? How does that impact your self care? Does it affect your workplace?

Besides all the money that we have to spend on this horror, it gets even worse when our ability to work is affected.

SS

[carla]

I know one or two people who keep working through this Sad, but I don't know how they manage.
I couldn't think about one thing long enough to benefit anyone.
I can't even be trusted not to burn toast.

[weredIgo]

Hi,
DITTO CARLA.


Claudia

[Sadsack]

Surely, SOMEONE works outside their home??? If not, then that is telling in itself!!
Maybe a little "poll"?
Who here stays home most of the time (like moi)?
SS

[carla]

I do Sad. The longer this goes on the longer the time gets between outings.
I'll do anything to get out of leaving the house.
Just answering my front door is a major task for me now.
Hi Claudia xx

[Sadsack]

I know, Carla. I am the same. I KNOW it is good for me to get out...even though it is stressful in ways, I get re-connected with the human race a little.
I don't know if this happens to others, but I'm so isolated and have lost so much I almost feel disoriented, as though I'm floating in space. What can happen to people who are in isolation is well known from prisons and POW's. I'm not as bad as that, but it's in that direction.
I'd say I'm almost agoraphobic now. And I was ALWAYS an out and about person, traveled all over the US and Europe, lived in big cities, etc. The things Morgellons take from us can't even be calculated. I can't wait for this to be over.
SS

[weredIgo]

Hi,
OMG, Well isn't this something we have just stumbled on. Exact, exact,exact with what both of you are saying.

Claudia

[Kritters]

my sweet Morg family......

This is what parasites do. They take over the host. Complicate that with the fact that these are no ordinary parasites...that they are nano-bio-engineered parasites...we have to be so proud of ourselves that we are on top of this. That we are expressing it to others and are actually doing something about it, rather than offering our jugular as in the wolves of Jack London's "Call of the Wild". It goes so much deeper than in wolves. It is fundamental in the ecosystemic organisms. They know what they are doing. We are shocked to think they have that kind of power. But they do.

Being aware is the edge and strength we have. I see what you're doing and it ain't gonna work. We will salt your ***, you parasitic, evil entities.

Kritts

[kool-aidman]

SadSack,

i have to get up and go to work every day, and deal with this thing, others at my work have itch like crazy now and have red blushy faces, my work place is infested with whater this stuff is, and i have to deal with it, i'm going to have to change my career and life styal, what i'm going to do i haven't got an idea, but one thing is for sure your lif will never be the same,

good luck man,

[Sadsack]

Kool -
Never be the same again .... never ....
Sometimes, even after a year and a half of knowing what is wrong with me, I get this sudden "this can't be real" feeling. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, but I just can't shake that overwhelming feeling. I will say it IS better, though. Not as often, not as long, and not as intense.

Do you know the serenity prayer?
God Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can, and the Wisdom to know the difference.

You have to work. You can't change that. You can't KNOW what this is, eradicate it, stop it's spread, etc. You have to live within the world. All you can do is minimize what you believe are unneccessary risks (and we really don't know the answer to that one, either.)

May God Bless and protect you, Kool.

SS