 MY CHRONOLOGY OF FENBENDAZOLE USE TO CURE MORGELLONS
MICHELLE’S CHRONOLOGICAL JOURNAL
OF EXPERIENCES W/ MORGELLONS
& USE OF FENBENDAZOLE
May 23, 2006
I AM OUT OF MY MIND. I am OUT of SANITY. I
AM OUT OF PATIENCE. I AM OUT OF SULFUR OINTMENT. (It helped but
didn't cure)....
Talk about patience....how about enduring sores, itching, burning,
stinging, skin stretching, scaling, inflammation.....since May, 2003
up to and including NOW???!Yeaaaaaaaaaah....got it all...the "fibers"
(they're really worms you know)....they come in white, red, blue and
black....My Morgellons is on my right arm, radiating from the inner
elbow upwards and outwards and spreading good now......Also, it's on
my left foot, specifically started between the last 2 little toes,
and is now movin' out onto the top of the
foot....niiiiiiiiiiiiice......???! Yesterday my arm itched and
burned so bad, I worked with an ice pack ace bandaged to it!!! (I'm
a housekeeper at a HOSPITAL!!!) What are people going to think when I
can't wear short sleeves or sleeveless and it's 95 degrees outside???
I'm envisioning myself going to a nearby bridge, threatening to jump
unless someone starts some friggin action on this disease and quit
calling it Delusions.
I've seen a product at a local Walmart in the pet dept....the dog
supplies....something for worms....it has Albendazole in it.......I'm
getting desperate....hopefully I won't be allergic to it. Wish me
luck please, I cannot function anymore.
Michelle from Delaware County, Pa.
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May 24, 2006
I found this stuff outlined below in granular form packets in the dog
dept. at Walmart. I put 2 packets in vanilla yogurt, let's see what
happens...cross your fingers....and Randy, promise I'll call you
later on today, God willing.
Michelle from Delco, PA
May 29, 2006
(Note:Obviously the fenbendazole wasn’t working yet…..)
I have been tortured with this ITCHING, BURNING, STINGING, PAINFUL
illness since May, 2003, after a deep cut on my right inner forearm. It
had spread circular, oval, linear and other wierd shapes & designs and
patterns of between 10 to 50 average PER BOTH ARMS & LEGS. After a
bath, while drying off, it felt like HUNDREDS of RAZOR BLADE cuts
hitting me; within 15 minutes, hysterics set in for seeking for relief
of ANY sort. It was sheer panic and agony.
Who could even THINK of doing regular daily chores...let alone get out
of bed each morning???! NOT ME.Work my job???! Wearing clothes that
covered these lesions made them itch 50X WORSE!!! Not to mention THE
SHEER UGGLIENESS of those lesions! Horrendously EMBARRASSING! The daily
hell continues today, but now just limited to my right arm and last 3
toes on my left foot, expanding onto the top of the foot, looks much
like a wierd fungus, but 5 different fungal creams failed!
Over the course of this 3 year period, I found that this life form,
which I think is a nematode of one sort or another, has now invaded my
fingernails, ears, nose, sinuses, and God knows what else it's working
on now....I've seen them on my cotton swab after I feel this intense
tickling in my ears and twist the swab into the depths of the inner
ear. I've seen them in nose pickings. I think they're beginning to
cloud my vision also. They're in my saliva!!! They're like little
tickling hairs that get either infected or transferred by myself. I
think they're coming out of my tear ducts. After a shower, I began
noticing what felt like tickly fizzing in my ears...such as if soap was
still in there drying up. My hearing is getting worse. My concentration
levels and attention span are really getting compromised, as my mind is
still frantic for an answer to this DAILY BUGGING BY THE HOUR!!! THE
ITCHING IS TOTALLY MADDENING, especially on a HOT HUMID DAY, or if I'm
using a part of the body that has these lesions on it!!! They seem to
root down to the muscle!!! (That's where the REAL heat is, right? Just
right to their activation). Sometimes my skin comes off in LARGE half
inch FLAKES, and large PEELING!!! Especially after a doctor prescribes
an antibiotic after they think I was just scratching and scratching
because "I have eczema".......
The best relief so far is benadryl, steroid cream, and ICE PACKS!!!!I
think the ice just puts 'em on hold for a bit, but hell, THAT I NEED!!!
Also, what helped a whole lot was 10% sulfur ointment (in Aquaphor,
mixed by the pharmacist). About $40 a jar, went through about 15 tubs
so far in the last 2 years, but it cleared me of about 90% of all
lesions. Messy but it did help, didn't completely cure, no. The rash
today that's left on my right inner arm looks different; it appears as
though cracks in cement....linear jagged lines, ripped skin (it's in
the inner elbow area, lots and LOTS of bending)....it HURTS LIKE
HELL....when I bend....it stings....it pinpricks...it tickles....it
BURNS LIKE HELL...
Michelle from Delaware County, Pennsylvania
June 3, 2006
“I found something that’s working”
Some new drug called Fenbendazole. Walmart pet dept. It's granules.
It's for killing different types of worms in dogs. It's meant to mix
into dog's food, but I tried it topically about 5 days ago. Here's
how I did it:
I rub on antifungal cream,(thickly), then sprinkle the granules ontop
and smear into cream. The whole packet. Then I put a gauze pad or 2
ontop, wrap with light gauze wrap, and an ace bandage. I keep it on
for almost a whole day or more.
My sores ARE shrinking fast, itching is all but gone. I hope this
solves the problem. It may take a few weeks or so...but since I had
this problem in this arm for about a year, I'm thinking it will take
some time til I eradicate the "clan" that seems to have set down a
good camp ground maybe to muscle depth, (that's what it always felt
like). I still see some of those black specks, I think they're the
worm eggs.
I'll keep up this regimen as long as it takes. Hopefully it won't
ruin my liver, but I've been itching & burning with sores on this
arm for so long I'm willing to take the chance.
I'm pretty positive it's some type of worm, either man made or
whatever, but like I've told you all before, I've seen these things
actually move, and it's DAM scary not to mention disgusting to have
live day to day knowing these little worms are just eating away at my
skin while I work, do the wash, shop, socialize, get the mail,
vacuum, clean the dishes, etc. etc. etc.........
I kept reading about people trying colloidial silver or whatever it's
called.....but....this fenbendazole seems to be working. I'll keep
you all updated. By the way, the cream you use or mix the granules
with is really not important, it could be cold cream if that's all
you have or even an ointment; or make a paste from water, who
knows....it's relieving my suffering IMMENSELY. It's either try
stuff, or get my arm amputated. I'd rather have my arm, being it's my
right arm too that I use all the time.
Michelle from Delaware County
July 2,2006
“The cure (I’m pretty sure)
Hello one & all,
There's a new medicene, called "Safeguard", it's main ingredient is fenbendazole. I was trying it topically, mixed with a skin cream, but it didn't do the trick. Then I got braver and tried in INTERNALLY. I found it in a Walmart store in Boothwyn, Pa. There's 3 packets to a box. For a 40 lb. dog, each packet is to be sprinkled on their dog food for 3 days. So I figured for me, it would take at least 4 packets, since I'm about 165 lbs. I've done this about 2 days ago. I mixed the granules (tasteless by the way) with Yoplait fruity yogurt and ate it. Today I'm seeing remarkable results: sores are shrinking fast, the itching is very very minimal, although at first, during about the first 10 or 12 hours, I noticed a LOT of itching (think this was the purging reaction as when say a cut heals and itches).
I know this stuff could be damaging to my liver or other organs, but I was so desperate and sick and tired of waiting for scientists to get a grip. So far I don't have any signs of liver failure or trouble with urination and whatnot....and hope it stays that way, but I am seeing results never seen or felt before, since I first developed this thing in May, 2003. Sulphur ointment worked for a while, but never totally eradicated me. The sores and itching and burning kept returning all the time.
I can't say that any of you should try it, as it depends on what other drugs or meds you're currently on....it could react fatally, who knows.....or overload your liver to the point of no return. But if any of you do, let me know if it works for you as well........I'll update you in a couple days and see if this stuff totally eradicates me of this thing.I haven't seen or felt this much relief EVER. And I don't even have to use any steroid cream or hydracortisone creams nor antibiotic ointments with this! And don't bandage it up, let the air get to the sores, it definitely helps the healing, I'm SEEING it by the HOURS!!!
The boxes of packets come available for different poundages or weights of about 10, 20, or 40 lb. dogs I think, check the boxes, wear your glasses if you use them.
Have a very nice day and please let me know if any of you get brave like me and try it and the results. I am DEAD CURIOUS!!!!
Michelle from Delaware County, Pa
JULY 23,2006
Re: THRD UPDATE ON FENBENDAZOLE: OPTIMISM REIGNS ON!!!
I've been checking for "life signs" of any worms constantly in
the past week, and have found maybe ONE with some very SLIGHT
movement (as if it's on it's last leg of life). I'm starting to feel
a HUGE weight come off my shoulders now. Still no ill side effects
from the fenben...no dizziness, no stomach ache, no diarhea, no
headaches, no vision problems, no aching in the liver area, no
trouble with urination either.
What I kept meaning to post about how the fenbendazole kills the
worms: I read on the internet that it has some action that when the
worm eats your skin, this fenben stuff makes the worm starve to death
after a while...so this stuff does something to the worm that does
not allow food nutrients to keep it alive any longer. Heck, maybe it
will help ME not to recieve the fat content in foods and I can lose
some weight, ha.... Have you read that about the fenben, about the
mechanism of killing the worms? I know any drug that has "azole"
after it, means something like an anti worm med.
! More updates coming!!!
Michelle From Delaware County, PA
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July 24, 2006
FOURTH FENBEN UPDATE FROM MICHELLE
Hi everybody,
It's been about a month & a couple days since I took approx. 4 doses of the fenben stuff. The main thing is that I only still have one stubborn sore left on my inside elbow. It's like a half inch wide pimple with a sort of "crack" above it (guess that's cuz elbows bend all the time), and a tiny "crack" next to it too. It does not itch, but it just aches when I flex or bend my arm. I did have an outbreak on my left arm during the middle of this fenben thing, but it's now fading away. No side effects from the fenben.
I still have some of the Morgellons left under alot of my fingernails from when I scratched and scratched, it 's probably what keeps re-infecting me, so if there's any eggs there, that's what the re-infecting agent probably is and I need to, I don't know....cut back the nails to the bed then dip 'em in bleach???! (there's many hiding places in fingernails). Does anyone know if bleach would help knock out the bastards hiding in the nails???!
Going to do one more dose of the fenben soon too. The sh**'s expensive but it's working. Think I still have to remember that having this condition for 3 years I can't eradicate it overnight; it got into all the nooks & crannies and takes time for the genocide to be complete. I'm still certain fenben works, unless the "organisms" gain a tolerance for it.
Michelle
July 29, 2006- Fith Update on Fenbendazole
Rash on left inner arm is now subsiding; itching very minimal, sores are shrinking fast; inner elbow redness is relinquishing quickly. Right arm: one sore still left, but is continuing to shrink.
This was after I took another dose of fenbendazole about 4 days ago.
I'm wondering how others are doing that are taking the fenben these days. Hopefully rashes are starting to subside? Please post results.
Michelle from Delaware County, Pa.
August 9, 2006-Sixth Update on Fenbendazole
Still working folks!!! Only 3 small, shrinking
lesions on left arm, and ONE shrinking one left on the right arm. BOTH,BTW, are on the very crook of the insides of the elbows.Hardly any itching too.
The arms were my last frontier for this skin condition...Looking at myself today, I wouldn't feel funny putting on a short sleeve shirt or a bathing suit tomorrow!!! That's how GREAT it's getting, no sh** people.
I just hope like hell it don't start up again and it's gone for good. If it does, I'll deal with it...
Chins up!!!!! annnnnnnd.....SMILE!!!!!!Even though it's 4 AM....time for a bowl of Edie's icecream!!!Goodnight to all.
Michelle from Delaware County, Pa.
August 10, 2006
Reiteration of Fenbendazole protocol & update
Approximately late June/early July, I consumed:
FIRST DOSE: Since my weight is 168, one entire box of the Safeguard (from Walmart pet dept.) for a 40 lb. dog. The box contains 3 envelopes of FENBENDAZOLE, PLUS I took another envelope of the 40 lb. dose from another box, PLUS one envelope of the 20 lb. treat from the box of 3 I bought of that type. I know it's slightly higher dose than I needed, but what the heck, some gets stuck in your teeth, some gets left in the yogurt container. BTW, I did mix all up in a container of yogurt. So it was 40 lb. envelopes X 4, plus 1 envelope of 20 lb. treatment. 40 X 4 =160+ 1 X 20= 180 lb. treatment.
Within a day or so, I started feeling increasing itch, BUT decreasing lesions or sores. They started to actually shrink in size and tiny ones dissappeared. The directions on the box says to give it to dogs 3 days in a row, but I didn't do this, I feared liver failure.
SECOND DOSE: I waited about 2 or 3 days, repeated the very same amounts listed in the first dose.
THIRD DOSE: I waited about 3 or 4 more days and once again repeated exact amounts as in the first dose. I was still seeing sores & lesions shrinking & dissappearing. I also used some antifungal cream mixed with piperazine worm paste as a topical "helper". The paste dries and puffs up with the pus/lesion contents.
FOURTH DOSE: I waited about a week for this, but sores and itching started appearing on my left forearm, I was getting discouraged all of a sudden, but I repeated another dose as in the first one. This area is now beginning to itch less and the sores/lesions disappearing. Seems if I scratch an area that is clean, I spread the condition, period. Must keep from scratching. Any breaks in the skin causes this organism to gain a foothold and reproduce.
FIFTH DOSE: I waited about 4 or 5 days. Sores/lesions still on the wane, but ever so slowly on the last 3 (2 on the left forearm, 1 larger one on the inner elbow). In the beginning, it was just my right inner forearm, which had at least 20 lesions, plus areas of crustation or callousing. Rubbing a facial tissue on it sounded like sandpaper.
Amidst all of the above, I was also taking some apple cider vinegar (2 capfuls mixed with my grape juice) and 1 or 2 days a week, I would take 2 or 3 garlic tablets (1000 mg.) in a single day.
I'm going to take one more dose of the FENBENDAZOLE soon; it has been approximately 2 weeks since my last dose. Today is August 7th, 2006. If condition returns I will consider IVERMECTIN...or ALBENDAZOLE or MEBENDAZOLE, if that fails....I will hope that a definite cure is found soon or I may end up in the looney bin.
Michelle formerly in HELL,
From Delaware County, PA
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7th Fenbendazole Update- August 29, 2006
Hi everyone....
It's been ohhhh about a week now since I've taken what was probably my 10th full dose of the FENBENDAZOLE. I've had a few minor setbacks; that is...a few new (about 2) sores on my left arm/wrist area...and a BUNCH of TINY TINY bumps surrounding those sores....also some TINY TINY bumps (pimple-like) on the right arm (where it allllllllllll started)...around the outside of my elbow/forearm....a little itching now & then.....but still it's generally staying "at bay".
It is at the point where I could actually wear a short sleeve shirt in public without feeling self concious, although there's still a sh**load of scarring on both arms. It's the SORES I don't want to see in public the most. In the past I've done this, before discovering about worm medicenes help....and because the long sleeves would make it itch so horribly....I just didn't give a diddly dam WHAT anybody thought....and then I'd hear it.....over and over......"What happened to your arms???!" or "Looks like you've been bitten"....orrrrrrr....."What d'ya got...chicken pox??!" (from my 10 old nephew).
I do believe if I keep on doing this FEN regimen every couple weeks or so...that it may be all gone in about a year or less........(that's if my liver and kidneys can stand up to the strain)...Still do not have ANY immediate side effects from the FEN.......
Does anyone else find that covering the sores with clothing or anything else makes it ITCH bad??! I truly think that higher temperatures gets these bad boys goin'.........and I do think it does.....I've put ICE PACKS on areas to relieve itching in the past.....and WOWEEE .......HEAVEN from the itching!!!! But hell...we cannot all use ice packs all day long on our jobs.....
My optimisim for total cure is still there.....but I still hope for a REAL FAST cure from the higher ups in science.....Maybe...the organisms are just in retreat for a while....or maybe the fen really is reducing their numbers little by little......afterall.........they've been growing and multiplying for a couple YEARS now....I have to be more patient, right???!
P.S. How's everyone else's conditions doing today???! Inquiring minds want to know!!!
Michelle from Delaware County, Pa
There are more updates after that date, but those should be sufficient for now.
Michelle
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