silverlark~how long have you been battling the disease that you have? how many different types of treatment have you tried? you seem very angry and i hope that you will find comfort here and stop tearin off on mad chases with your keyboard. a "doubting thomas" you seem to be and it seems that you want to be well and you want to be well NOW.(which ain't gonna happen btw) the length of time we've dealt with this i know affects each personality differently but we need to be courteous of one another, for i think we've all been through the scare of a lifetime with it. i appreciate reading the posts of people who know more than i do, medically, physically and scientifically, it helps me understand a little more, but sometimes the things you say scares me. brenda
