[janedoe]

isurrender..is it at all possible for you and your husband to stay someplace besides your house for about a week? pitch a tent at a nearby beach? but take as little with you as possible, rent a car if you can.take the clothes on your back, toothbrush credit card and take off for a few days...
im personally convinced that this is in our homes.but its also in our cars when we dont clean them, its in our laundry and luggage.but its in OUR habits...this i know, ive almost pinned it down..ive been doing different tests with the help of a few people, and im almost there..
sweetie, the white house aint gonna do a damn thing for you, or me or any US citizen, your time is better spend elsewhere if you really want to manage this thing...forget utube, how does that help you? the more you keep your focus on things that wont help, then your not gonna be able to get on the right road here..the right road begins in our homes...
remember the days of old, when bugs would be a problem, what did people do? they didnt have utube or doctors and they sure werent expecting the gov to bail them out and they got past things.. so can we, but not if your focus is to convince the gov..you must fix yourself first, doesnt that make sense?
i can sit on the railroad tracks all day long saying 'help me, trains coming,' wait for the gov, yell, or i can get up and move off the track..if i get hit, i can blame the train or myself..
since strenth is is small doses anymore, its best aimed at what will help you not have a problem.. aint nobody gonna fix you but you...aint nobody gonna fix me but me.. my problems are mine, i fix them...ya know?