[Southern_Bell]

Hey yall! My name is Crystal. I'm new to this hell. Not so much worried about me but I have a one and two year old. They are my life. I have already lost a child. Her name is Cheyenne and her dad took her life in a car wreck driving reckless and walked away without a scratch with no jail time! That's why I'm proud to say, I am a fan of the law! A law abiding citizen who isn't bitter at all! Anyways, thing is I really don't even know how I made it trough that. I didn't want to live without her but had faith as angry as I was. Then God gave me another chance! Another purpose! Absolute beautiful little blonde haired, big blue eyed babies! A girl, Emily Cheyenne and a boy, Dakota Robert. Well, seems now we have been infected with some outer space, toxic waystye, government conspiracy, creepshow bs. And I can't get anyone to listen to me! So, what I really, really, am here to find out is what is this going to do to my children? Because from what I'm hearing everyone who has this stays sick and miserable, you can't have sex, can't drink, can't have sugar, your hair and teeth fall out, you become disfigured and crippled, I havnt asked this one but I'm pretty sure you can't bear children but who would want to risk it even if you had health, bugs wouldn't effect the baby or if you could even "make a baby" and even better yet, my kids won't be able to walk or think and will eventually be pretty much brain dead? Am I correct? Sorry for being so blunt, I just really need to know this. I'm about done with faith and all this "God doesn't give us more than we can handle" junk. My deepest sympathy to all of you. My heart goes out to each and everyone and I cannot understand why nobody hears of this crap until they have fabric and plastic junk growing off of them and coughing up God only knows what the hell those things are. Why are they not quarantineing us? Why aren't they rushing over in space suits to exterminate these little mutants that have taken over my back yard waitin to go bite my neighbor in the ***? Seriously? What in the world is going on here? I'm sorry guys. I am just at my wits end. I apoligize if I've offended anyone. You guys are very strong and very awesome to stay so positive. I hope I didn't bring anyone down. I suppose I may not feel this strongly if I didn't have to watch my children wither away, but I just, nah can't and won't do it.