Don't jump yet! Wait for me. I'm coming with you! Hi Maddie,
Just making light of the bad situation we all are experiencing. It sounds to me like you are acting as a kind antenna of sorts. I mean that quite literally. I've found the physical manifestations such as those your describing tend to follow strong electrical activity within your own body/mind. You may even feel that at times your dealing with an alternate reality.
Two things for you right off the bat.
First, get your rest and second get away from any stimulants. Coffee, prescription and even over the counter stimulants. It can be enticing to take stimulants to relieve the brain fog but it shortly turns and bites you in the butt with all the other weird bugs and manifestations that just drive you down farther.
Often times people with Morgellons are also targets of Gang Stalking/Cause Stalking (google them) which causes adrenaline levels to rise ergo electrical activity and blamo the perpetrators have just increased the electrical supply to the devices and if they can get you to acknowledge to others that people are following you or harassing you then they can make you appear unstable so that all of your claims are discounted as well. They then have a lovely and isolated lab rat to torture with as they please. I know I've both issues occur to me, simultaneousness. Talk about stressful!
But, you know, I honestly have come away from the experience feeling blessed that God allowed me to go through it. Now, I can help people like you and others who are being set upon by these misguided souls. Since I've always wanted to help people I guess my prayers were answered eh?
Moving along, see if you can get to LA and visit a Dr Hildegarde Staninger. She is in my opinion the foremost authority on this phenomenon as well as it's even more bizarre side shows and end game. She can help you get better. Also, check out healinggrapevine .com Recover Now with the Dr Hildegarde Staninger Detox Protocol. Another lady that can provide counselling for you can be found here: healinggrapevine .com/recover-now.html
Another tip for keeping the electrical activity down in your living area. A Couple items come to mind. One, don't use any electrostatic/ionizer type air cleaners! These add a charge the air that Morgs go age crap crazy over. Next, get a cheap quart spray bottle and mix 1 part liquid fabric softener, Downy etc, with 9 parts water. Set the nozzle to a very fine mist and walk all over your dwelling spraying about 2 feet off the floor , furniture , drapes etc. This will short circuit the little bastards and keep them from assembling as so enjoy doing when the current strikes them. One thing static electricity loving nano machine hate is anti-static spray.
Then of course, vacuum and dust often (not hourly, but perhaps every other day till you break the critical mass they're currently enjoying) mist the fabric softener dilution at least every 4 day to start.
Oh! One additional ingredient to add to the spray bottle. Go to your local pharmacy and get a small bottle of shampoo containing Coal Tar or Pine Tar. Add about a 1/8 to 1/4 tsp to the spray mixture. This serves one purpose. It basically acts as a very mild adhesive to keep the dust and fibers from moving and congregating unimpeded. It also keeps the them from flying away when you dust, sweep , vacuum or just move around during daily activities.
Make sure you look under all of your thrown rugs and use an edge tool on the vac. to get all the nooks and crannies that dirt and dust can hide. Don't forget to get the tops of draperies as well as picture frames and moldings. Check your vehicle too. Clean and spray it down just as you would your house.
As for the circular rings in your bath area I've not seen those before. Can you take a photo so we can see what they look like?
These things can grow to be quite large! I discovered one a few days ago under a nice throw rug in my master bath. It was actually unravelling an entire row of yarn and forming a morg that was, at the point I found it, about 3" long and and 1" wide. Classic morg shape, head, body etc etc. I've got penned up in a trash bag awaiting the day when the Smithsonian puts an exhibit together. It's a beauty!
And hang in there Maddie. This is a weird thing we're all dealing with but the worst thing you can do throughout the trial is to not give your body the rest it needs and to allow the electrical activity in and around you further energize the stuff. Remove and reduce as much electronic gear in and around you that you can.
One parting suggestion. Go to your local Costco or order online a intestinal cleanser called Dual Action Cleanse. Get on the program and follow it to the letter. After about 14 days the breeding ground within your gut which contains, what I'll call the Queen Morg, should finally come piling out of you. You may be shocked and disturbed by what you see, I was, but better you see it out of you than let it remain inside! I also added two cups of Aloe Vera Leaf juice to the daily regime which I believe provided additional benefits that I won't go into at length now.
You need to get the stuff out of your gut! Very Very Important! It was a turning point for my health.
Last edited by DucknCover; April 11th, 2010 at 04:11 AM.
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