 In this together
Thanks everyone for your posts.
Sky - Thank you for such an involved message and all of your insights. I feel your pain as well. I too have thought of suicide but don't know if I could carry it out. I just don't want to infect the people around me and I'm already tired of fighting and it's only just begun. I feel bad looking at how sick my cat is. I am going to make an appointment with the vet and let them know what you told me. I will let my Lyme doctor know what your doctor does as well. I have tried the Samento and my head was really crawling then but I'm not sure if I gave it enough of a chance. We have to tell ourselves not to give up hope on this. Hope is the only thing that will get us through. I don't have the strength right now to do the intense cleaning and if I go back to work full time, I will have even less strength. I'm not sure how working full time will even be but we need the money. I'm spending a fortune on docs as you probably are too.
I am currently taking Azithromycin, Cefuroxime, and Metronidazol for Lyme but the Doxy seemed to keep the itch at bay a little more. I am not even sure that my Lyme doc will diagnose me with Morgellons. She told me that it isn't contagious and if I could burn the fibers that came out of my face (a white ropey thing) then it wasn't Morgellons. I think that both may be untrue.
I know the 1st one is anyway. She hasn't had 1 patient with Morgellons yet. I'd be the 1st. I'll let you know what happens at my next visit in about 3 weeks.
Stay strong,
Jena  |