 Hi its me again
Hello everyone its me again. I haven't been here for a while. I'm still struggling with this horrible nightmare and I keep thinking that somehow someone or something will make it better. Its been ten years with this same problem and just when i think that it can't get worse it gets worser. My symptoms are way worse. I am still working but having a hard time with mind fogs. I am contiuously hurting with lumps in my muscles especially in the neck and shoulders and everywhere else just downright aching. It has gone into my bones and now they hurt. I was in ER last month and they found the ekg was showing heart damage and now I have to be seen by a cardiologist. They are now in my organs and I can feel myself slowly deteriorating. I just don't know what to do anymore. My insides hurt so bad and I feel like I am going to just die. Please Please can someone please help or please just give me some hope. It's becoming such a struggle and it is wearing me down. |