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Where do you live? Do you have any phone numbers? Do you have health insurance?
Not everyone can handle focusing on microscopic examination - especially since we can't always distinguish between "normal" and Morg stuff. I know that statement is likely to be unpopular with a lot of people, but unless we are trained biologists there is a big chance that we will make mistakes and only frighten ourselves further.
An example that comes to mind is someone I know who dug material out of a lesion and examined the contents microscopically. She determined that she had found a "nest" of eggs. When pathology was done in a lab, the "eggs" turned out to be fat cells.
The fear that often grips us can be paralyzing and almost lethal in and of itself. If you find yourself gripped in that way, try to shift away from the things that are most frightening to you, and toward solutions.
By solutions I mean finding protocols that bring relief. I know you have tried countless things, and are probably broke, but there are some things you can do that are not very expensive or even free.
Getting sun every day that you can is one thing. Natural sunlight contains far infrared radiation, and is detoxifying and healing. Going for walks also helps, even though I know the feeling of inertia and paralysis.
Keep clean and away from chemicals. Drink lots of clean water, and take a good vitamin/mineral/herbal complex that is derived from whole foods.
Try to develop a regular sleep routine, i.e., go to bed the same time every night and if you have to, use some kind of melatonin/valerian complex to help you sleep. Eat the healthiest that your income can support.
And somehow keep your colon as "clean" as possible. I recommend Happy Tummy, but any colon cleanser (especially parasite formulas) will do this.
Create some kind of diversion for yourself. You HAVE to be able to forget about this for a little while, anyway, each day.
And don't forget the power of prayer. In addition to praying a lot, I added my name to as many prayer lists as I could. Friends added me other ones that I had not heard about as well.
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