Hi all
I am one such person who has not been able to post much within the last 7 months. And I will speak for myself when I say that there were many reasons:
For one, I was so overwhelmed with how my life was spinning out of control, not only with Morgellons, but the aftermath of leaving my home...to this day, I cannot go in there without seeing the infection and having symptoms all over again even after high heating the house [only once] and major spraying and cleaning. I can only assume that it is because i was living in an area with a high water table and the yard and house were full of moisture, therefore mold.
And this is just one reason...mostly, I have been feeling like I am living in a real live poltergeist movie. For ex., I finally found a small condo to rent that was in my price range. The first week I was there, the washing machine overflowed not once, but TWICE all over the wood floors, going under kitchen appliances etc. The landlord said he has never had any problems with the washing machine in the five years he has lived there. Then the movers used too small of a flatbed open truck to move some of my furniture into storage....all of it fell out in the road, stopping traffic while they tried to pick up the pieces. I am heatbroken as one of the pieces was a hand painted one of a kind cabinet for a TV. But guess my lesson is that this is only 'stuff' and doesn't really matter in the relative scheme of things. All these kinds of things are not new to me and have continued for over five years. I say enough is enough, but it just keeps happening--I had major plumbing problems in my old house, that I now have to give up. But it doesn't seem to matter where I am, '**** happens"
So I guess what I am saying is that I think many might be in the same boat--people are either so freaked out or just overwhelmed and too sick to post...just my opinion anyway. Same reason that none of us can actually band together to get heard and make a difference...too damned overwhelmed with treating the symtpoms and dealing with the ripple effect of the devastating effects.
xxoo
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