I know exactly what you guys mean. I don't have that large of a house but to clean every little belonging....forget it I don't have the time. I almost wish I lived in our old home which was tiny. Two bedrooms a kitchen and a living room, bathroom. I could vacuum the whole thing with the vacuum plugged in the hall. I used to complain it was too small..now I'd do anything to live there again! Its also tough living with someone who doesn't understand or believe it. My husband is such a pack rat. I went through my office area/playroom and went through almost every toy and steam cleaned each one. It took forever. The playroom is still a wreck because I cannot keep up with that and laundry, my job, my son etc. I fantasize about bathing the pets, all of us...leaving and never coming back and leaving everything behind. All I know is I hope when someone has this whole thing figured out, I pray that we are all healthy enough that the black specks etc. don't affect us because if they ever find a cure, I will feel hopeless that I will constantly get reinfected by this sick house I live in. With all of the black specks that are on my window sills etc. I know its also outdoors here.
Another thing I notice since getting this is that I seem to have no immunity to anything. My son either. I get a cold and then it turns into a sinus infection and wont go away or like this time I have bronchitis. I went to the Dr. for it yesterday and then also asked her if she knew anything about Morgellons and she said she didn't know much but she would check her medical books for me this weekend. I told her not to worry, that I would be back for a physical and maybe she could get me in the info. then, but my guess is the medical books have no info or say "Morgellons- DOP". She was sooooo nice. I normally don't get her when I go there. I had been looking for a different dr. office, but maybe I'll stay there..considering the two I called don't take insurance and didn't know about Morgs either.  |