[borg]

This is my first post here, after many, many, many visits.

First off, I'd like to say that in reading other user's posts, the one person I find to echo the same truths I've become aware of regarding this condition is Baraka Obam. We both agree that Morgellons is an other creature living inside us, with it's grasp on every single aspect of our body, able to manipulate it as if it were it's own vehicle.

I personally don't believe it stops there.

Based on my own spiritual journey, and interaction with other life forms, (not just humans), I believe that every living organism is operated by a living consciousness. My own experience leads me to believe that the consciousness is separate from the body. Based on my Christian influenced childhood (I am now 22 years old, and a bit young compared to everyone else online who seems to recognize the cause of their affliction), I have always believed in God, and in the belief of Us (people) existing at a level above what we recognize as reality (In spirit). From a young age I took an interest in science, and from the start I believed that science was just our way of understanding the workings of the creation of God, and that religion (only truths, not dogmatic crap), when understood properly, integrate perfectly with science into one holy unified theory. For the past 2 or 3 years I've been on a journey to write this theory, and I'm on the road to getting it figured out I believe.

Having a foreign invader living in my body has made me come to the conclusion that this is something competing for my soul ( I now feel soul can be defined as the link to, or rule over the flesh).

I've been diagnosed with ADHD when I was very young, and I had an extreme disregard for life, predisposed to meaningless destruction and violence, but with a good head on my shoulders and a never ending questioning of cause and effect. Throughout school, I was unpopular and bullied, and found friends mostly with the inteligent outcast group of people. After highshcool, I began to take a deep look at myself and see why I had failed so horribly socially. I eliminated my most negative behavior, and it helped greatly, but didn't fix everything.

Due to the antisocial position I had put myself into unknowingly, I began smoking a lot of pot, with the occasional psychedelic thrown in, and just as much drinking. I also smoke cigarettes. With the weed and alcohol, I noticed strange anomalies within my brain, such "looping" of information in a way that threw my attention off track. Also, songs, or other media such as movies would get stuck in my head and play over and over. At first this never really worried me, it was just annoying, and at times disruptive. I never really noticed anything strange from the cigarettes, but only what brought on the urge to have one. Basically any time I had a good idea, or thought about something I should do, or was about to make a breakthrough with something I had the urge to smoke a butt. I now realize that these things I was doing to myself had no purpose based on my true spiritual intentions. They were distractions to keep me from progressing.... But why would I want to avoid making myself better? I wouldn't! So whatever was making me do this ****, sure as hell wasn't me!

As for the psychedelics, a few times on LSD, and many on cubensis mushrooms, I noticed signs of another consciousness that was not mine. I had read extensively about "Reptilians", and demons, trying to figure out what I was coming in contact with. I now believe the Reptilian thing is mostly disinformation, unless you look at it from the spiritual and soul point of view. One of the most profound experiences I had was on 2 hits of LSD. I was in a house with a bunch of other guys who were on mushrooms for the first time and didn't know what to expect, so I was trying to babysit them, physically, and spiritually because I knew of the potential danger of coming in contact or under the influence of the demons/reptilians as the result of a psychedelic experience. At one point I noticed everyone in the house was doing whatever it was they do to "feed the need", be it smoking tobacco, pot, or drinking. I "instinctively" started to reach for my cigarettes, and then had one of those brake through moments. This is the dialog that happened with myself: "Wait a minute, why would I want to smoke, I know smoking kills people, or at least hurts them. If I'm hurting myself, that means I'm hurting every individual cell of me, (which may have its own unique consciousness, but think of me as their God, or perhaps I'm their macroscopic group representation), and it also means I'm hurting a part of humanity in the macroscopic viewpoint. Why would I want to do this?" then I looked at my cigarette and suddenly said "OH........YOU need it!", and then I taunted it and withheld it's desire for a while, suddenly realizing how powerful I am and how weak it is.

I have had other similar situations occur, and at one time I was so heavily under the influence of pot, LSD, alcohol, mushrooms, and tobacco all at once, that I came face to face (in my mind's eye) with that consciousness and it scared me so much I thought I was going to die. But the good comes with the bad, and I had a clear channel of communication with my spirit and/or God at the same time, and made it out ok, with a new mindset.

I believe psychadelics do one of two things:
1. They attack the parasite in a way that exposes them, specifically their manifestation/infestation in our mind/brain, allowing the true you to see it as something foreign, or at least amiss, just as H2O2 or GSE will show a full lesion from a small bump

and/or

2.It give the parasite a brief exponential boost in control of our brain/mind, so much that it shocks us into recognizing it, but if it is ignored or not believed, it gains power and takes over, thus owning your soul.


By putting yourself in this situation, it would be a way to diagnose infestation/heal the body from the power of the spirit, and heal the soul

I also remember a story in the bible of Jesus driving out demons and they went into a pig. I fully believe that if you quit giving into this thing cold turkey, and turn to God and the truth, you can exercise these things right out of you.

For everything in the spiritual realm....there exists a manifestation in this physical reality.