[terri]

Hello all the last time I was here I was going to a derm,and nothing good came of it.He said he had many patients with this and gave me a drug called ORAP yeah look it up frustrating but it almost killed me I felt my heart get pressure and it ran across my chest I took an aspirin and it went away.So I quit with that drug and that Dr. Then my eyes were really bad so the eye DR here sent me to charleston where they are to do radiation on my eyes to shrink them back so I take them for their word,got there they tried to deaden my eyelids and sewed them shut.I was now blind I wasnt expecting this and I cried.I find out my mamas back in the hosipital but I cant let her see me like this mama is so inquisitive and I cant see her move around her.it would have upset her.I tried to get them to remove the stitches but they wouldnt but they did open the inner corner of my eyes 80 percent closed and when they opened the inner corners the most horrifying thing happened This Thing in my stomache really came to life as if it was breathing so loud I heard it I was sickened it wasnt the first time I had heard it.The Dr heard it but said nothing but I saw the look on her face and my daughter heard it.The eye Dr said go to an infectious disease specialist,so now Im cross eyed with a tiny slit of a view hard to see and looking at myself in the mirror I looked like a freak frankenstien all sewd and stitched up I looked so tired and like I was going to die and somehow all this made me weak,so I didnt want mama to see that my sister called my husbands cell which was outside in the truck I missed the call that was important but he got it the next morning and told me mama had passed away so I have been absent from here because of that I tried to read with the slits but couldnt the DR gave permission to remove the stitches when mama passed away, and it was done WHAT a couple of weeks its been..............love etrri