[Tylee]

Well I am now fully depressed and crying................last night my right eybrow is almost half gone and my eyelashes are now falling out. My tongue is worse with red spots (strawberry tongue infection) and today I found tons of cream colored grains in my undies and one what like a small white worm.......
HOLY ****!!!!-------------I am falling apart everyone. I am gong to take the epson salt bath now and put some alfapha tabs in and see what happens!!!

God this is a nightmare..............I wonder if the lYme place will put me on antibiotics but the last time I was on antibiotics I got C. Difficile from a particular antibiotic and I cannot remember its name but it causes C. Difficule my dr. told me.--------------
I am also upset about Michael Jackson. I was a and still am a huge fan. I used to watch him since I was about 10 years old or so. I love his song "You are not alone" the german concert version and the original version where his hair is short! both great!!-----I used to watch this on you tube while during my 3 year recovery from my pelvic injury--it helped me stay strong is some respects....................
My eyebrows are so so itchy with red spots and the hair is falling out!!!!
I currently am going to 2 dr.s in the hope one will not drop me but i need to stick to one of them..........I guess I will know tomorrow after my 1;30pm appt. what I have contracted.I am off to take a bath and see what happens!!!!!
Thanks for the house info. but I cannot hardly use my hands and this typing is making my condiiton worse but You guys are all I have now!!!!!!!!!!!! I will pray for you all please pray I do not have this M thing........god!!!
Tylee---Literallly scared to death as I am not working and my savings is now paying for my apt and bills. I only have about 3 months money left and all is gone and i will have to sell my car and then what?------I will have no way to treat myself with this condition anymore.................Tylee Desperate and extremely lonely!!--------------