The fighting is making me sad. , an dmaybe it's not my place to try to analyze and ifx all this, but I'll say what I think anyway.
The first point is that anyone who has Morgellons is angry, depressed, anxious, and suspicious. How could it be otherwise??? As in "Man's Search for Meaning" by Victor Frankel, "man will behave abnormally when under abnormal conditions"...i.e., our reactions and state of mind are NORMAL given the frightening and surreal circumstances of our affliction, and the way we have been mistreated and shunned.
I know I carry these feelings with me all the time. I seldom feel happiness or joy about anything. And there is no place for me to vent my anger and sadness. It's not solvable, there's no relief, and those responsible are hiding.
So I can often be "edgy"; it doesn't take much to trigger my anger, and it almost always is disproportionate to the situation. It's always just there.
I think that happens here and on other forums. That dammed up anger and sadness spills over very easily, and suspicioness is often just beneath the surface, and is also easily triggered.
I guess I just hope that we can step back and think a little bit before we jump. I often misread, and misinterpret what I read. Maybe just stop and read again and think about it.
I think the last thing any of us wants to do is create more sadness and hurt for our fellow sufferers.
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