I worked with a lady who had quit smoking several years earlier. She told me that there is not a day that goes by that she doesn't really wish she could take a puff. Every times she would smell someone smoking, she would say "Oh, that smells so good".
I don't want to live like that.
I stopped smoking during pregnancy as well but after being home with the twins for 6 months, the stress was harboring. Smoking was the safest choice for my sanity at that time.
I like smoking, for the time being. My mother was a chain smoker. She now has emphysema at the age of 55ish. My grandmother is a lung cancer survivor, a of two years ago, and remains cancer-free to this date. |