 testing fears?
affraid of everthing! its no way to live but i have just about reached the end of careing one way or the other.suffered from this disease for years went threw it all my body is so scared you would not believe it.now brain fog [can't remember s---.come in to house to get something forget what i came in for.my extremities are numb most of the time drop everthing i pick up [cant hold on to hardly anything any more] my eyes are bothering me other day itched so bad then looked at eye and hole in white part of eye in corner of eye was white [worm looking thing]like in pics on my albms.eye dont itch as bad but still fogy at times my health is slowly fadeing withverry little i can do about it dr said eye was floter or salarium[something like that].liver biopsy showed cerrosis of liver have hade my kidneys shut down[renal failue] started back up but who knows how long that will last all the drugs prescribed to help actually make me feel worse so don't take most of them
friends are things of the past [who wants to hang with a moddern day lepper].affraid yes i am but not for me for wife and 2 kids who see dad shrivel up and [for lack of better word ] die?you see if i start on a herbal remedy and it does not work then what time i have left will be lost... due to [over working liver? kidneys i cant be sure if will help or hurt scared you bet i am!  |