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My biggest support through all of this came from my therapist. I was so ashamed of this I did not tell her for 2 years. My therapist has advanced Lymes Disease and when I did finally tell her and all of my symptoms she thought I as well had Lymes. (I haven't ruled out Lymes but because I am on Medicare Disability the Quack, OOPS I mean Dr I saw ordered only 2 tubes of blood for testing. Everyone else I know ever tested for Lymes had about 10 tubes of blood. My therapist was so convinced I was not psychotic that she called her best friend who had gone back to school to get her Nurse Practitioners License, and asked her if she would take me as a patient when she graduated and help find out what was wrong with me. At some point soon after while still desperately seeking an answer I saw the article about Billy Koch and his family having Morgellons. Within a couple of weeks the story aired on 60 minutes (I think) and the Nurse Pract saw it and excitedly called my therapist to tell her she knew what was wrong with me. I saw her for about 2 years. She is the determinate for my diagnosis of ruptured implants as well as Digenerative Disc Disease. It took 2 years of fighting my medicare carrier to finally get approval for explantation. they were removed in June of 08. We hoped that my symptoms would subside but the opposite, I became much worse.
All that and now let me get back to the laser thing (now you can really tell I'm a Morgie, Huh?) DO NOT!! and I repeat, DO NOT, let any doctor put a laser on any of your lesions. I will later provide pictures of why. Remember these are fibers, ever heard of fiber optics? Well that's what it looks like under the skin after a laser treatment, they absolutely EXPLODE!!!!