[jonsi]

I work outside of my home! And I am a single mother of a 10 year old daughter.

Believe me, it was tough having to get up in the mornings to get her off to school and then have to get through the panic/stress attacks as soon as she walked out the door so I could get my act together to make it to work each day.

I went through serious depression, suicidal thoughts, panic, stress, crying, screaming, hitting walls... ... ... I could barely walk, had no strength, and the brain fog was awful. Should I mention the horrible lesions, biting hair, black specks and glitter?

Conventional medicine, a psychiatrist, anti-depressants did NOTHING for me.

I've posted a lot on total body modification (tbm) and kenesiology, organic foods and a healthy diet, lymphatic massage, power of positive thought and prayer (meditation), and baby steps.

Everyday I say my "prayer", asking to be surrounded by the white light of the holy spirit (prime source, God, Jesus...) and to be protected from any negativity and darkness that comes my way. I smudge my home with sage to get rid of negative energy.

Among other things, this "Morgellons" does feed upon fear. If you watch a lot of tv, please don't listen to the commercials or believe the negativity/fear that the news is telling you.

It is much better to turn on some good music and center on your own creativity and self worth. Dance and sing!

HMMMM. I got carried away there, but I just want to share what has helped me.

In the white light,
~jonsi