I hate to be a downer to everyone, but I am so down in the dumps right now and you are the only one that understands what is happening to me right now. We went out tonight to see some old friends, which turned into a lot of old friends, and the way they looked at me just about killed me. It was the classic, don't look at her face, but I can't stop looking. I feel so hideous. I can't stop the pain this intrusion is causing. I can't stop in from multiplying under my skin. I'm about to go out of my mind. I feel like so sort of freak that should be left in a closet. My family doesn't understand why I have to spend so much time getting the "things" out of my face to stop the stinging-biting pain. It's just too much right now. ............ ok, deep breath Meg.......... this too shall pass.
Guess I needed to vent before I started bawling in front of my family - who doesn't get it. Thanks for being an ear.
