[faithinacure]

Hello Kritters:
I wish we had a nice scope at home, but the one we ordered is not that great. I'll attempt the experiment and what happens. Hoping to improve our scope to magnify more, so we could take pics like the ones on this site. I have samples GALORE, but some in tape, others in jars, still others on slides...The ones Jo, Rocklady and the others take are magnifigant and PROVE this is a real disease. Those are organisms!!! What more proof do the med establishment need? They could make $$$ opening Morgellons-ARE-US.(sorry for bad joke, but actually serious) If money is to be made, and obviously, they are in it for the $$$ whats the hold-up on supporting research?? And admitting this is a REAL disease??? I think one reason might be because it is a bizarre disease and unless you are experiencing it, it doesn't seem like it follows certain natural laws. But, neither does the world we now inhabit. Which by the way, did you folks notice cloning the news today..... This organism is a master at cloning itself.
The cotton does seem to move by itself, I placed fabric threads from new and old materials on the rug to see what they would do over time and asked my husband:"If these tie themselves into knots and change shape, will you finally believe me?/? They did and he didn't believe it. I think they are created on a molecular level and then reproduce from whatever environmental stuff they can latch onto; all kinds cotton, polyesters, hairs, paint chips, bugs, mold etc, and become a parasite using these environmental vectors. That's why people in Texas have oil in their lesions and the sufferer who lives near Pine trees has been growing pine needles. I've been there. I'm not a scientist, but I have been observing these things alone. My husband has been back and forth in understanding, believing, analyzing; thinking I'm nuts, than not being able to deny what in front of his eyes. That makes it so difficult, cause I know he could help if he would take let himself take that leap and be a pioneer in this. I have come to realize I must do this on my own. Its my lesson now. I hope I can exchange ideas with you all so that I can feel less alone in this battle. I was able to answer one person's messages privately by using her messages, but Robin's message is still there, can't delete this old message and not sure I answered her properly, cause I'm, just now learning this kind of computer stuff, which was not even invented when I was growing up, but, which I plan to conquer as well. Confused on how to PM and start private messages or keep them private.
But, I have begun to write my story, but it will take some time. I don't want to leave anything out that might help someone and it will be a good record on the sequential nature of this disease. Anyway Krtts, I admire you greatly, your observations, how quickly you respond to people and their questions; your dedication, humor, honesty, compassion and tirelessness. So many of your posts and others have HELPED me so much! My mind races with many questions and many theories. I'm really trying to learn what has been said already so as not to burden you all with my most likely redundant questions. Please bear with me, cause I'm clueless at times. But then, I'll fugure something out in a flash. I have great admiration for the lpeople like you on this site who give more to so many -than they could possibly imagine. It has saved my life at a time, I thought I would literally die and say good-by to my family and friends - to gusty winds, colors, seasons, my childrens futures; tears and triumphs, moments I'd miss, everything so or my family and I feel very vulnerable that I will have a symptom in public. I am a VERY PRIVATE peson intrinsically. This disease has changed me forever and I will never be the same. I have days when I fell amazing, and others when Im like NO NOT AGAIN!! It's a process and I accept that. I am learning something new every day. Anyway, I lose my posts sometimes, so I hope I succeed in sending this. What is the best way to ask a question and to whom on the tech stuff??? I'm sure this is as easy as pie and I'm making it way too difficult. Anyway, I love you all and thank you Kritts and everyone for all your gifts to this site.
Blessings, Faith xoxoxox