Im sorry for swearing. I do feel better today. I can see clearly that I just want my own way, to get better physically. I havent been grateful at all. Ive sunken back into the poor me syndrome wich isnt helping me or anyone. I feel like a trapped rat sometimes. So scared and anxious, I just want to scream.
Guess I did last night. Thankyou for putting up with me. I dont have much human contact becuase I am so allergic to everyone. My family, my kids, they mean everything to me and I cant even be in there car, there house or evn go to family functions.
Oh here I go with the poor me again.Sorry.
You all know the story, you are living it too.
Thankyou for caring about me. Thats all I can say. Thankyou. |