Hi everyone, I hope you are all doing well. I have been doing alot of searching lately, and a little bit ago I ran across this blog.
I hope you all don't mind me posting it, but it made me think about so many of you here, and myself, so much that I cried........not much like me.
If anything can get to me though, it's my children and grand-children.
I hope this means as much to all of you as it did to me.
Niecy
xxxxxx
My experience with morgellons and children Everyone is getting sick lately. Coughs, skin problems, auto immune problems. The chemtrail activity has been high too. The spraying is almost everyday, and days that are sunny are soon overcast. A heavy (metallic I’m guessing) fog during most mornings too. Because the crap in the aerosol is so heavy?
What does this have to do with children? I saw a baby shortly before writing this. I held her and she looked at my face intently. Like she was examining it with a curious intelligence. Like she could see something that the adults were oblivious to. She grabbed my face and pulled. I go home, and I’ve been itchy lately. I have a sensitive body because I’ve been through so much. I itch my face and pull a hair out. It’s this thick hair with a sheath of goop. I’ve known for awhile about chemtrails and the bio agents that the U.S. corporation govern-mente has been spraying. It turns out these could be nano infections/mycoplasma that climb into the pores and use the tissue to grow. I’m not sure if they are dispersed with the chemtrails, or if it goes higher than the ones controlling the spraying. Maybe they were created by nature to clean us out, or something not of this world. I do know that chemtrails weaken the immune system, which would make people more susceptible to infections. At any rate we’re like test animals on this planet and that is not right. No one is going to save us for us though. We have to become our own swords of justice and virtue. The holy spirit works from within. A parasite can’t be beat from the outside in. You have to think inside out. It is invading and has no right to invade. Open your eyes and take a stand. It’s your body, your mass.
The infections are disgusting. This baby, she wasn’t afraid. Her eyes did not judge me. She touched my face where these things were. It was a somber experience. She smiled at me! I have this hideousness on me and she smiled. Having gone through trauma in my life; I’ve felt the ugly and hideous thing before on different levels. It took this to remind me: let go of the pent up negativity and stagnation, the guilt and fear.
I can’t believe that I’m writing about my experience with a strange disease online. Now is not the time to fear though. I’ve done my research on evil in the world and know what it has up its sleeves. The spiritually and morally empty can not last in an age of truth. It can try to hide in unknowing hosts, it can try to feed off of that which does have virtue. It eventually destroys itself though. Evil can not create it can only destroy. When you think it’s creating it’s not creating, it’s mangling what already is. It is manipulating the miracle (which egos do to some degree, but not to the pathological and anti-life level that some forces do in the world). Evil and disease is dieing in this age. The facade is fading. The parasites are squirming BUT you don’t have to die with them. Immoral and corrupt person commits atrocities against others, but then when that corrupt person is against the wall and realizing their own futility they want everyone else to go down with them because they don’t want to be alone. Egotistically most of us exhibit this or have in different ways, but there are extremes. What would most scare someone who has no “self” or is dead inside and full of repressed horrors? The mirror? Evil is self-less. The disease has no center but believes it does. It abuses others until it needs others. Others are “things”, and depending on the state of the corrupt person others may be treated with abuse or nicely. If things aren’t good and the parasite isn’t in control it has to appeal to you in different ways. This appeal is meaningless. It tries to find appeals and dances with others in different ways. Today it’s morgellons in the atmosphere, tomorrow it may be a scientific breakthrough announced on the mainstream news. It wants your attention, body, and mind. If you’re whole in of yourself, not polarized against and conflicted, “evil” can mean something different than what people commonly think of it as. The whole point is that you don’t have to go down with it. This is a big reason why someone like me puts a blog up. Work towards knowing yourself, understanding yourself, being a whole in of yourself.
Having the experience that I had with the baby really opened my eyes. Children are closer to the source, to the whatever, we come from before this world. They see things how things are. If anything “evil” hates life and nature. Life has potential and is chaotic, it can grow outside the constraints and upset the calculated stranglehold on the planet. Our world is that stranglehold and it is inefficient, it deadens the spirit and makes unhappy people. It’s all for the bottom line, the corporation existing to exist. It’s like a fantasy, an escape within the dream. A dream within a dream. Those who benefit off of it most are those who are somewhat awake. The Sarumans and Cyphers.
The children do and will play a big part in the healing of this planet, and the transition from a world based on deception to one of truth. Do not look down at that which your ego typically sees as small. That which is new to the world may be older in different ways. Intelligence is not the same thing as the pseudo intellects that we prize and hold high.
The world may seem bleak at times, but it’s still our fantasy. We torture ourselves and don’t realize it (and this is what the corrupt often take advantage of, along with ignorance). It’s in neglect of what we once may have known as children. The salvation, the love, the compassion exists ever present but the gateway to it is within self acceptance.
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