See, thats what I mean, Jonsing' for the voice, the thought or image..of what you people are all about. I care for you and need you. You hopefully can use me for love also.
Look man, Im not an *** or a loser, even if I was so what, if I got Morgellens or any other disease then we as decent humans need to reach out and help.
I just love feeling connected, and giving back. Especially to you people.
Its the 4th of July, the end of the night, a good night at that. I ate so much for once in a while. I was on a strict diet because my intestines and liver had anxious ideas about over indulging on any food! Took what I had to, and did what I wanted to. Screw it man. Jeepers.
My 3rd kid James, my beautiful son, forgave me tonight. This damn disease got us so bad I embarrased him 5 years ago by hounding him to wake up.. He stopped talking to me, referring to me as Natalie.
Im happy you are going on a vacation Joey. You deserve it. We all need a little fixing, a little more comfort and stability. I got mine tonight, thats why Im sharing this. Its BEEN a huge wonderful gift for me to have my son say I miss you, I love you. Its like winning a million dollars.
MY life is better. Im grateful. Happy I have this place. Happy you people read and respond. This is our life. WE have each other for a reason. Lets use it? Lets see where this takes us. How can we go wrong? We are already in it right?
PEACE and LOVE to all of us here at MDR, God bless us all, and the people who may help us.  |