Thanks LC and K for the suggestions. I will check it out and keep them in mind.
Ive been trying something different the past month or so and wonder if its creating die off in the brain

I used to be so anal about keeping everything in order too , its hard to watch myself make so many mistakes snd be so forgettful. Yes K this affected my driving skills big time. I should nt be driving a full size van but i need it for work. Its so hard to park and they are making the parking spaces even smaller now. People look at me like Im retarded when I try to park sometimes

But Ive been driving a big van for10 years now, ya think I would get it by now!!

The freeways scare the heck out of me too, its justway too hard for me to drive them but I have to get anywhere. At night it all seems like a blur of lights i sometimes cant figure out what lanes people are in. I did have an accident a few years back that really messed up my eyesight though so thats a factor too.
I think I must have a gardian angel that keeps me safe
