[deannbennett]

I have Morgellons, it is* a fact. I have suffered for years. Things you need to know, it can lye dormant and you never know you have it until it is dominant. I did not realize that I have had this disease for years. It wasn't until two months ago that I went to my doctor about a rash that has bothered me for years that I realized that something has been terribly wrong for a long time. It is a long story but it was not until a month or so after I went to the doctor that I discovered it on my own. I went back to the doctor and she put me on an antibiotic. Guess what it doesn't help. So far nothing helps. It is in my blood stream, in my mucus, in my saliva, and urinie. It manifests in fluid. I am having a hard time typing because my right arm is going knumb. This effects you neurologicaly, to say the least. I have sores all over my body that won't heal.* Can't type any more.

Well here it is weeks later, and now every doctor I have seen tell me that I am delusional. I went in today and my docotr took a biopsy of one of my lessions. All they can tell me is that they believe that I am causing my own lessions. What a bunch of CR**. I am loosing my mind, I am getting depressed, and driving my husband crazy. It is driving my son, (who has it also) crazy. I have done so much independent studies on parasites, bacteria, and so on. All I can beleive at this point is that I have got problems. I now have sores in my mouth, the doctor says it is from the enzynes in my systrem getting off balance. She said my taste buds are enlarge. Yea, no kidding, they are about the size of a pea in some places. I always feel like I am choking on hair. I looked at my saliva under the microscope and it is full of what I beleive are the shedded skins of the parasites. Parasites shed their skin, thye molt. They also regurgitate thier host. After they eat thier host they throw up the bile type fluid (which is clear and liquidy to thick and milky) It creates some type of rpotien bacteria that they live on. I have seen them growing out of the ends of my hair. They invade the hair folical, eat the pigment and kill off the normal hair. They then seem to imatate the hair. It looks like hair but isn't. That is why when I first started antibiotics my hair started to fall out. It was killing the worm, the nematode. I have study my samples and have over 100 hours into this. I have learned alot. I wish I could tell it all. All I can say is that if you have this debilitaing disease don't stop seeking help, it only gets worse. It runs in cycles, just like a regular creature would do. It starts from an egg, turns into larva and then matures from a junior worm into an adult. Depending on the parasite it sheds it's skin. Most of the parasites I have discovered are linked to many debilitating diseases. Lyme disease, Mennigites, blood diseases, and organ diseases. Man I can not beleive that the doctors cannot beleive it possible to have another new disease. They can't see past the nose on thier faces. It is sad, very sad. I could write for hours about what I have discovered. I have been through to much for now. Who know maybe I'll write a book or something. Hopefully before I die, which might be sooner than later if I can not get some decent treatment. The doctors put me on some medicine last week for "Delusional Parasitosis", I am not taking it, but I am not telling them. I want them to think that my lessions are healing because of this medicine. In toher words they believe that this medicine will get rid of my delusions and I will quit causing the lessions. They will find out later that I never took the medicine and that I am healing (somewhat) because they finially gave me some antibacterial cream. It helps but does not totaly cure the problem. Until they start treating the parasites insdie my body I'll never heal. The scary thing is that some parsites won't die. They can live for 25 years. Oh God, hear my prayers, don't let this last that long. I am scared, and I have lost all respect and trust for the medical profession. I am tired of writting.