brknspirit, welcome sorry you are sick. here are two sites to look at to get started to feeling better.
https://morgellonstreatmentsteps.com and
http://morgellons.org . yes toxic exposure can make one sick , very sick with this disease, it can very well be a factor. there can be many others. as far as illegal drugs (no judgment whatsoever) anything which speeds up metabolism makes symptoms WORSE.
. the only illegal drug which seems to help some say (although i am no advocate) is marijuanna
which has also been helpful with cancer and als. opiates, of course very potent for pain yet very addictive as we all know. i am glad you found us, and hope you get improvement soon. yes i remember exact moment ad how got sick but very long story i kind of won the negative powerball all that could go wrong did. you have come to the right place and i wish you well and much relief soon. it will take a bit of time, (LC).